How quickly we forget what it can really feel like to wrestle with sin. We might have bad habits that we work on, or ongoing prayer for spiritual growth and discipline. But when you are going about your journey and things are pretty ok, then WHAM- you get caught up in sin that is so poisonous and so harming. It’s like a Jekyll and Hyde moment. Was that really me? Did I just do that? (Yes, and you’re not the only one to have noticed.) Ouch!
I would like to be able to flee specific situations that might cause me to sin, but I can’t. It is not a cop out, I really can’t. I have given Satan a foothold in my mind and know I’m really in trouble. I want to go and hide, but my “sin” will keep calling me. Holy Spirit, I need so much help! This is not something I can overcome on my own. I need strength to resist the temptation to be mean, to speak unkindly, and to be un-Christ-like.
So I have decided to become mute. That is the most prudent course of action at this time. Wait, that’s only going to last about 5 seconds. Prayer was the good ol’ back up plan- I should go with that. OK, not talking is the new back up plan.
I am so glad that I have other people to help with this situation. That’s what my small group is there for. Yes, we do Bible study, and yes, we pray. The real purpose of our group is that we are doing life together. We share ups and downs, dinners and movies, and most importantly we share praises and prayers. If it was just me, I could cover up the sin and keep going. But with other people watching my spiritual back, I can be open about my struggle. I know that they will help keep me accountable and pray for me during the process.
From Ephesians 6
Verse 10- A final word: Be strong in the Lord and in his mighty power. Put on all of God’s armor so that you will be able to stand firm against all strategies of the devil. For we are not fighting against flesh-and-blood enemies, but against evil rulers and authorities of the unseen world, against mighty powers in this dark world, and against evil spirits in the heavenly places.
Therefore, put on every piece of God’s armor so you will be able to resist the enemy in the time of evil. Then after the battle you will still be standing firm. Stand your ground, putting on the belt of truth and the body armor of God’s righteousness. For shoes, put on the peace that comes from the Good News so that you will be fully prepared. In addition to all of these, hold up the shield of faith to stop the fiery arrows of the devil. Put on salvation as your helmet, and take the sword of the Spirit, which is the word of God. Pray in the Spirit at all times and on every occasion. Stay alert and be persistent in your prayers for all believers everywhere.
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Wow, that was GREAT! What a reminder.
You're not alone in that struggle - its so very true (sadly). I just had one of those moments this week and succumbed to old habits and spent the entire day hating myself. I can only pray for forgiveness and strength and hope it doesnt happen again....
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